Inner Conflict explained +two halfs Separate feelings

When at war with yourself its like facing another you -You want peace but
the other you wants destruction,Revenge you want to not feel angry or hurt all the time and
find happiness but the other you is Always hurting inside and angry and sad
and tries to seek out happiness but what he finds is destruction and the one who he trusted
back-stabs him and he discovers that he has terrible secrets which gives him

all the more reasons to not trust him.If you know Ying and Yang Ying is peace
The other (Yang) is Destruction  When these collide (Battle) Its either peace will win or
destruction.Peace and destruction does not mix at all.Its like mixing Baking soda with something

else and like a volcano it blows up all the Anger inside burst out and consumes everything
and everyone within the 20 mile radius or so if peace wins things will be peaceful,joyful
and happiness which is everything people want.Not destruction with peace everything good comes out and its a sense of security and happiness and joy you know everything good flows in to you
and the environment will be the same but of course nature has to take its course animals
eat other animals or you know fruits and bugs things like that.The question is which one are you?

I must be Quick

These few weeks of the computer not working
is a hassle its not really easy dealing with as computer like this one
so I hear about Ebola well its true its Deadly,contagious
and can kill you in 21 days like a quick death
so in a case you know or don't its somewhere in America and its spreading
faster than I could count also the Gov. tells lies
there's not much time to talk to much for the computer will give me a computer
error later or in a few minutes if you are like a Detective,
read between the lines,find clues do research stop depending on the Evil
Twisted Gov. to tell you stuff  on the news shoot would
they will do is tell you what you think should now which is a lie
sooner or later you will learn this or you already know the Gov. is Very Talented
when it comes to lying also they are spying on us which means
they are afraid of us------Well they should be.They should learn to tell
the truth,We need to get rid of greedy people and people who abuse their power we need
to get rid of corrupt people we need to stop being soft and let them get
away with things its like we are okaying the criminals to keep stealing from us and its
wrong!!!!!We need to end this crap we need to bring peace back to society
and young people should have fun and go out and be kids but when it comes to education
they need to focus on learning and make learning fun it shouldn't be
boring it should be interesting,intriguing like the book I'm reading:'The Way of Shadows"  
and teach young kids and young Adults the truth so they will make the world a better
place to live and thrive

How blind can one person be?

Just today I was told on facebook by a bible study
teacher that my dad wants to know how I'm doing here's the conversation:
'I wanted u to know ur dad misses u and wonders how u are. I would hope that u would be the young mature adult and be courteous and let your dad know how things are w/ you. He misses you. Inspite of ur differences, remember he's your dad and he loves you... I'm expecting you to do the right thing. We miss u at the bible study. Well take care.'
Yeah I agree that he's my dad but I don't want to see him I don't even want to talk to him
I don't care at all what he feels at this point the bible study teacher fails to know the truth also these couple weeks I been having bad dreams regarding my father and I shoot at first in the dream it will be fine and dandy until my father brings up crap and ruins the day and next thing I know we are fighting
that's almost every dream I ever have its never peaceful always tensions even today I had a bad 
dream and we fought and this time he kicks me in the chest I don't feel a thing then when I wake up its like his spirit kicked me in the chest that I have to try to shake it off it takes few mins until finally it went away I don't want to see him or talk to him there's nothing I want to say to him nothing but bad things truthfully he for one should be in Jail for stealing from me and for lying on the paper that my step-mother was unemployed when she was actually employed amongst other reasons these are one of them shoot I don't care if he's looking on this website he  deserves to be punished.(Put in Jail)
Shoot I remember when I had to make a choice to go to behavioral services in order for me and my father to not fight each other at the behavioral services it was torture because it was extremely cold I had to change to one of those clothes you wear at the hospital only different but still it was torture I was there for 2 days I wish I knew my moms phone number in order to get the hell out of there sooner then I was transferred to another facility it was the same I've kept my cool for 3 straight days if I hadn't I would have stayed longer I didn't say much of anything to the behavioral Doc. because I knew that he wouldn't be able to solve the situation with my father then I met some person I don't remember his name but he was cool but I didn't know why he was there in the first place so I didn't bother to ask because it probably wasn't my business to know anyway--------Have a nice afternoon.

Just when I thought my computer Died for good

You know when you feel like learning about the computer's monitor

you remove the covering and unplug almost everything then its like you forget
then you connect things in a wrong area of the monitor then when it was on
removed the ram you know to see what happens turns out it messed up the mother board or something because after that day it never turned on again and I cleaned the inside of the
mother board for it was dusty and needed to be cleaned and finally today thank god a tech person brought it back to life my step-dad was going to get a laptop working like if this computer
doesn't wake up soon we will have something that's awake and ready to be used..........I missed so much on how my friends are doing-----now that its alive now I can catch up on what I've messed by the way if this happens to you well it would teach you as it taught me don't mess with it leave it to
the experts