Inner Conflict explained +two halfs Separate feelings

When at war with yourself its like facing another you -You want peace but
the other you wants destruction,Revenge you want to not feel angry or hurt all the time and
find happiness but the other you is Always hurting inside and angry and sad
and tries to seek out happiness but what he finds is destruction and the one who he trusted
back-stabs him and he discovers that he has terrible secrets which gives him

all the more reasons to not trust him.If you know Ying and Yang Ying is peace
The other (Yang) is Destruction  When these collide (Battle) Its either peace will win or
destruction.Peace and destruction does not mix at all.Its like mixing Baking soda with something

else and like a volcano it blows up all the Anger inside burst out and consumes everything
and everyone within the 20 mile radius or so if peace wins things will be peaceful,joyful
and happiness which is everything people want.Not destruction with peace everything good comes out and its a sense of security and happiness and joy you know everything good flows in to you
and the environment will be the same but of course nature has to take its course animals
eat other animals or you know fruits and bugs things like that.The question is which one are you?