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Tuesday, July 15, 2014

In Case you seen a Change

If you have seen a change its for the better not for
the worse if you don't have change for the better things will crumble.
I thought bringing music would brighten up your day
this song I have all of a sudden fell in love with this song it just brightens
up my mood if I'm not having a good day this song is a mood changer
being Angry or sad is not my favorite thing as I told someone
today I don't have time to be mad but I have plenty of time to be happy 

Bullying

http://www.facebook.com/safety/bullying
Everyday whether you are coming from to are going to
class there's always going to be a troublemaker
who takes pleasure in making others suffer and ruin part
of their day why it probably traces to their parents or
it could be for reasons unknown or something else -----trust me I myself have
been bullied throughout my Elementary and high school
years it was never fun I never enjoyed it I had to put up with it
Perhaps it was because I was wearing better clothes than they or they wished
they were me or something else.Its time to end bullying Speak up amongst
everything this should be one of them don't be ashamed
if they talk about you take courage it takes a real young man/women to do such
a thing sometimes they might go after you for doing that but if you
have someone like your parents and your friends (Your real friends) with you
they those bullies will have to retreat or think twice before messing with you again
no one should suffer because of one man or women that's being a bully
Stand up for what's right AND MAKE A CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for the better.

Not expecting people to be nice

If you treat people horribly they will treat you
the same way if you treat them the way you want to be treated which is with respect and with humility and dignity they will treat you the same way with love.-Jonathan Cuevas

When there's one there's others equals more fun :)

Monday, July 14, 2014

Too tame a Storm

Taming a storm is not easy its like trying to tame a dinosaur
or some natural disaster take it from me I know since I'm going through a lot
most of them are good and some are bad-----Having a grudge
against someone is not good at all are you are doing is hurting yourself
the other person is unaffected he does not even notice how mad you are at him
its better to talk too him or her about it and forgive each other in my case since bad
things have happened to me that for me its taking me awhile to forgive him
I don't want to talk about it its painful but its like when I remember what my did father that
was bad its like thunder basically its like I get mad all over again.But
I think right now I can use that to prevent that from happening again even try to not let
my nephew and niece go through what I'm going through my biggest wish for my nephew and
niece is to live happy and be themselves make friends hangout with the right people
and to aim high and when somebody brings negative things to them they will use that to push harder
to reach their goals and do whatever they feel called to do and know that I have their back and
that when they are feeling depressed they should know that their uncle will be their to encourage them and if they are in danger I will be their to defend them even if it will mean me sacrificing myself to protect them as I would do with my friends yesterday I was informed that my nephew misses me and he said positive things about me when I heard that it touched my heart knowing that my nephew that's 4 or 5 misses me I miss them both a lot I mean they make my life interesting and
fun even more and it makes me proud to be an Uncle its like when I'm around them my storm calms down especially being around some of my family (Not my dad or my brothers) well my brothers
makes my life somewhat interesting especially playing wargames or going to a theme park but
when it comes to my dad I don't know peace we barely get along........its like we have tensions going on its not even funny when I had enough with my dad I decided to make a change and get out of a hell like house and get to a peace filled home where I belong and I'm proud to live in a peace filled home where I can be happy and have less stress to deal with....

Labeled

''If you are labeled it could be something good
like if someone labeled you like a model for example I suppose
its they're way of saying they love you're dress
and everything about you now if you are labeled the opposite of a model
its a bad thing because it means they basically hate everything
about you they hate your personalty your dress ext and
pretty much they are basically you're enemy and they will not stop bothering
you------you see it could be something positive or negative
but its how you take it rather something bad or pretty much feel good
about yourself and appearance and would not trade yourself for somebody else which is something you should be proud of because its better be who you are than be who you're not. -Jonathan Cuevas

Threats among us

Its funny because its true because we don't obviously see or recognize
the monster when you see one pretty much sucking our lives dry until we have no life
left to live I did not create this blog to be a news site but you see when
you are blinded by lies somebody has to take on the adversary of lies the one who is good
at lying even in front of a camera and pretty much look convincing eyed
at the camera and people believe EVERY WORD that comes out of his mouth his mouth
plus nobody not even me knows who he really is or perhaps what his real
birthday is and where he was born.Yet you have him in office he his abusing his power and
doing bad things obviously and yet he blames other people to me my thought
on this is that he likes playing the blame game letting someone take the blame for his actions that
has caused pretty much everything to spiral down hill and its not a good thing AT ALL
plus he pretty much is a threat to other peoples future I'm sure you probably or perhaps not figured
this out pretty much I feel in my heart that he is going to pretty much have us
(This country) demolished what was once a independent state we our now a dependent state depending on some other people to save us,Take care of us,give us what we need instead of getting it
ourselves or growing things ourselves ext. yet we have dug our graves and pretty much take the
hit and you would think he will show mercy on you please like tankwars there is no such thing
as showing mercy to the enemy you kill them or they kill you there is no other option.
Think that's funny try this he gets to decide when you die and how long you should live by this rate this is pretty much becoming like the movie I forget what its called but basically they decide how long you get to live and you have like a timer on your arm and when it times up well you fall on
your face and die its simple as that you obviously won't return in another body like the sylon in the  movie:BattleStar Galactica.When you die you die there's no returning in another body or being downloaded into another body Here I'll show you the movie but its not the full movie so don't ask me
to find the full movie because it will take several minutes or perhaps hours to find it.He forgets why
he was originally put into office shoot he does not give a shit about us as citizens the only people I'm convinced he gives a shit about is the people that's coming here with diseases or problems from their
own country if we can't support our own why should we help them?Its bad enough that peoples brains is not where it should be I mean why do you still want this monster to still be in office?I can understand we our being frustrated at this guy so why don't we do something about it instead of running like cowards if they are improving in weapons so shall we if we want to fight for our freedoms that our being taken away by the gluttonous you know who and being control freaks like my father in a bad way yet,We or some of us just don't see that which is depressing,Awful while on the other side of the world people our prospering and yet we aren't why?Because of one man or gov.
or both.
We have the power to fix this total mess and start over and make better choices its up to you.

Friday, July 4, 2014

Has someone close to you like your family tell you this?

Has someone ever told you this?''You are a disgrace to my family''
Well it has happened to me before by my very own father and I live with that to this day and I'm not proud of it me being the youngest of my family amongst going through a lot of
crap I had to put up with amongst are the hurting words that was said to me this
is one of the most cut throating words I remember And yet he misses
me...............I don't see why I he does since he has said that to me in 2013 and since
I moved in 2014 he now misses me and wants to talk to me haha you
know what before that day I had to go to behavioral services since I decided I could not take it
anymore and I was on the computer chilling and knowing what my father is doing
to me and my mom I blew up like a bomb going off and we almost fought each other
that day Also that same night he thought I was crazy I knew that I was not losing my mind anyway
later on that night the police comes to my house and I chose to go to the behavioral
services because if I stayed home I knew we would kill each other (Not literally) more like
fight each other and going to behavioral services I had to deal with cold weather there
I pretty much felt like I was in the freezer.Me remembering a lot of things serves me well though it pains me when I remember him saying that to me so then one day I moved and I have blocked
my Father and brothers so then he wants to talk to me --------Well I don't want to talk to him
at all I don't care if he cries he didn't care about my feelings so why should I?I hate to be cold hearted
but I'm being reasonable with the storm brewing inside me.If you were in my shoes and were my age how would you feel if your dad has said that to you and have you deal with a lot of crap from your dad will you feel the same as how I described how I feel?I'm open to here from you I could use
some encouragement in these tough times especially the hurt I feel inside especially how I miss my nephew and niece......they are to young to understand what's going on with me perhaps they could
sense that somethings wrong........I even remember when I felt like taking my life but I found the strength to keep on living so I have not took my life which I'm glad I have not done so I just felt like opening up a little bit before I close my door.

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Not letting anyone dump their insecurites Ext in you


Quit letting people dump their trash in your spirit and then leave you with the stench of their emotional garbage. Don't let their insecurities, selfishness or lack of understanding you put the wrong emotions on the inside of you contaminating who you really are.. We listen to, to much garbage and not enough communication that gives us life and builds us up.. Put the lid on the trash can and quit letting others dump their stench on you and in you.

Problems coming to you

Problems come to you
unexpectedly like for example a tree falling on
your house but looking on the bright side
no one got hurt.Sometimes
you have to deal with the problem by finding a solution
that will solve it for the better like getting back
to the tree problem get a saw and cut it and if you
have something to burn it like a match to light them
up in a fire pit whenever you feel like doing a camp
fire or something.Problems are not easy 

to deal with but when you've found a solution to the problem
fix it.