How yesterday and today was

Yesterday was absolutely terrific I have no complaints then
it was like my mic wasn't working when I was speaking to Alia he couldn't
hear me and I couldn't here him it was crazy I had to try and work some kinks
on skype it was like it wasn't doing any good until I figured it out
it like took like 20 minutes!!!shoot in 20 mins I probably visit a very good website
and hangout there today I got to be live with him playing random games
on a random site called Ninjakiwi it was fun I tried out a game I probably  never played
before and one of the game was a plane game that game is tricky!!!!!.I swear!!!
like I can't control its movements at all and its like it crashes like a meteor  and its I don't
like get further in miles I wouldn't get much of a reward and look Alia is
going further me I'm convinced he was playing a hacked game I was kind of jealous because its like
his plane never goes down until it hits a distance of 1200 or so miles and crashes there I mean
literally so I challenged Alia to a marvel game to create his own hero and fight
super villains he I guess was big on Marvel games I don't know so he gets signed up and creates his own username and what not and I do the same but the username every time I come up with
good clever usernames their its liked its taken so I been at it working hard to create a username
and had no success which granted me a headache which I still have a headache so later

on I decided to call it quits for now until something good nobody hopefully came up with pops up in my head speaking of that well I'll talk about it  next time but otherwise today was a busy and
a great day especially on World of tanks playing as Deathbringer_27 and later on getting platooned by Lord_Lucifig me being daring really paid of because he has like a tier 8 and I have a tier 5
with is a M4 which don't tell Alia because if he invites me to a training room he will probably cheat maybe but I want to spring a surprise that will drop his jaw in World of tanks I can't wait to see
his reaction when that happens hahahahaha I'm sure it will be priceless!!!!When will the surprise be?
Whenever he joins my training room on whatever date even I couldn't tell you because I don't know if he will join my training room hahahahha but when he does I would love to hear his reaction!!!!:).

Breaking hilarious news!!!!!!!



A couple days ago or a weeks ago in a training room I of course was using my M4 and I had a few players with a higher tank than mine on my side or 3 high tanks on their side and here comes a tier 3 Pz1.3 and wow he didn't see it coming it was funny as hell he had a few low tanks on his side and it was funny I mean I told him ''You should've chosen to be a spectator'' I mean a spectator really is like standing in the side lines and with a click of a mouse you watch other players on your side or the enemies side kill each other so he cursed me out or what not and I told him the same thing and some of his allies tankasided himself  (Drowned) leaving him running for his life and he tried to bribe me saying that if 'you don't kill me I'll give you the whole cake' so then at first I was like 'Alright'
 and let him live then he gave me a reason to destroy his tank so that happened later on he decided to be a camera man right he was still in his tank I didn't destroy him I went hunting for a another tank then when I saw my team closing in on his Ally he went looking for me and when I was taking a turn he accidentally crashed into me!!!!!lol it was so funny!!!!!!I couldn't help but burst out laughing my but off LOL I hope to run into him again sometime lol

Live with Alia for 5 minutes

Alia got me live unexpectedly me feeling the effect
of being awake for 24 hours counting today I'm really glad he didn't keep
me life for 20 minutes I probably would have slept on my keyboard
which would be very uncomfortable I just feel so tired its not even funny
I got to mess with him which was good he knows that I was just playing with him
so it went very well doing a world of tanks episode  with me  This song goes with me
perfectly because I'm so tired I'm starting to wish like if I was with a rapper I would sing
I wouldn't know how tired I am until I get home and once the bed is in front

of me I'm gonna fall on it and sleep from being busy all day I just hope that I don't walk like a zombie in the morning

A new video coming up

To check for any updates
feel free to check it out here:http://fastingforapurpose.wix.com/letmyexpressionshow#!blog/crcj
I'm so excited for what's coming up soon!!!!
I just feel like dancing I mean it feels great to know how much I accomplished I mean achieving this and creating another website to put my videos there I mean this feels
absolutely wonderful!!!!!!!

The best revenge

The best revenge is love no matter what they have done nothing is that simple having thunder in your heart that rages with anger has much as you want to hurt them show them mercy and love love is powerful love is kind and tender it soothes the soul with gladness love is pour like water love overpowers all that is unkind love doesn't hurt you love helps you heal inside whatever is hurting inside you can't hold it in you must let it out like you are destroying the dam and letting its contents out for unkind feelings destroys everything it comes within contact its like a burning coal in your hand that's seering your hand but its like you don't want to drop it.Love puts out the fire love brings people together it does not separate them.The more you keep that burning coal in your hand and keep that arrow in your heart the more it will hurt you,break you and shatter you.To love someone you must forgive them and accept who they are inside you can't change them only they can decide to change not you if you force them they won't change its them who has to be willing to change

   

A new website to put my videos at

I just created a website to put my videos
there and share it here as well  http://t.co/C9W61s9rSo
that I would use to put my videos there Email me at Fastingforapurpose@gmail.com
if you have any problems getting there

New youtube Video coming to you on the 20th!!!!!!

Don't miss out on my new video I only
wish I knew how to do a preview of my video oh well
I'll figure it out :) my video is ready I hope you
will enjoy the video feel free to comment on anything
on the 20th when I release it :) see you soon!!!!

Some Videos in 2014 also I will make new vids soon

Waiting for the End (Official HD) By linkin park

Linkin Park - "Final Masquerade" [Official Music Video]

A friend that bosses you around

Its funny how at first glance you think they will be a nice person
they are of course maybe then you befriend them  right then all of a sudden this person
wants to contact you on Skype by calling and texting you on skype
you know the conversation might be like a normal conversation at first then all of a sudden
she wants to know what you are during you know every moment its like
this person won't give you any space and she's real young in her teens and you are only 3 years
older than she and you keep telling her that you are unavailable during the week
but you are open during the weekend to hangout and chill out but its like talking to a brick wall
I mean she asks you everyday regarding just that and you keep telling her the same thing 
you know its like being poked every time you know after awhile you start to get annoyed I mean
she won't stop asking she is like a handful in a bad way.So its time for you to put a stop to it

and knock her off your contact list on facebook I mean if she keeps during that she might as well
not be her Girlfriend at all I mean really I mean if you want to enjoy your favorite book you just gotten just 7 days ago but its like this girl will compare herself to your favorite book and ask 'Which is more important me or the book?' I mean what kind of shit is that? isn't that crazy?

A Friend that died in 2012

He was a Friend I known since Ocoee Middle School we played at a park
the Recreation Center Jim Beach we played a game that required too basketballs
and you have a line right you shoot the ball from the 3 point line or from the 
Free throw line I can't remember the name of that game but it was really fun  I had
a great time playing that game but he was a very cool person to talk to and befriend
there was so many fun games that we played especially the other people as well
I couldn't name the games we played the names of the games were tricky to remember even for me.
When I was in the video game class I heard over the intercom that he died I was really
sad I still am because nobody told me where he was to be buried I would have gone if I known where
he was to be buried it sucks losing a friend.........yeah he was a pain in my ass but other 
wise he was a cool friend to have around I mean yeah we haven't known each other a whole 
lot but we did become friends having friends is the best thing that has ever happened to me even to this day I can tell you only so much about what a friend is me I thought I had a friend

My Dad then he back-stabbed me He wasn't a true definition of a friend but I don't want to 
talk about him. He had a great life ahead of him when I heard he killed himself it was heartbreaking 
even now and it also pains me that I still don't know where he's buried so I can say my goodbyes 
and feel a weight lifted off me and be glad I attended his burial.

A long vacation away from Facebook and every social site

Having a vacation from Social networks yeah its good and all
but the sad thing is if you don't have a phone or something to reach them and talk to them
how will you communicate to them me I been mostly enjoying
Tankwars  mostly increasing my rank their its just that I don't have a premium account I heard
that if you get a premium account for a certain amount of days
you get a lot of gold plus when you fight you gain more experience faster
I only got a Standard account temporary until I get a premium account I don't know if Joel
a friend of mine that's a founder of a business emailed me about something
I hope that all if well with him and my grandamothers birthday came up recently I wish her the
best b-day ever and many more.

I hope all is well with you all also and if there's any b-days coming up I wish the same

on you all and many more with cake icing smeared on your face and have a great time make
your birthday a day to remember and share it all around you may you all have a wonderful afternoon.